I was sitting down thinking to myself the other day about life and all is uncertainties! One thing that really came to me and stuck with me was, LOVE!!! Now a little background on me, im a libra and one of our characteristics is that we dont fall in love easily but when we do we love so hard.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Onsitehiphop-Audio-Loving You No More- Dirty Money ft. Drake. [Final/Mastered]
Onsitehiphop-Audio-Loving You No More- Dirty Money ft. Drake. [Final/Mastered]
Sunday, August 22, 2010
i wonder what it feels like to exist in a perfect world....where the mind is so free and the sky is not the limit......where u can be free to express yourself in the way u like and not be judged by how u live your life but by what u make of your life....soaring above all adversity and moving mountains.....
ok yall heres a lil taste of whats on my mind.......
im feeling like the world i live in is such a fairy tales.....oen minute u can live this perfect life where you feel nothing can stop u or hold u down....then there are the times when u fall so hard on your face that u feel that jesus himself cant bring u back up.....u constantly get stomped on and pushed down...loved ones make u feel as if u are nothing or cant do shit right...and all u wanna do is please them and make them love and support u like u should...its ok that they tear u down on the regular but let the tables turn and then u move into a world of khaos....sometimes i felt like it was just me! i felt like i was the only one that could make myself happy and then i realized...im nothing without another beating heartbeat! i need love and emotion to survive...i thrive on that warm and unconditional love....i love myself and u too...i hope my words and actions will let u no that....but im looking at the bright side...hell things happen for a reason...i feel we were put into each others life for a reason...i no it is something special between us...if it wasnt i dont feel like God would have let us go on this long and deal with the things we deal with on a daily basis....u want me...u got me...i wnt u...do i have all of u....
now im feeling that my life is going into a new direction...i got a better job and im even learning long life lesson...putting others feelings before my own...yeah...i said it...i put u first and i hope u noticed baby...u are my everything and i could spin in eternity forever thinking of our love....ive never been this crazy about anyone....dam...i gotta stop thinking about it before i go all crazy and flowing of waterfalls from my deep brown eyes.......
ohhhh u got me so good im running around in circles......im lost in a paramount of colors....is this real...if its not please wake me up so i dont build up my hopes and anticipation on something thatll never be true.....im tired lol so ill have to finish this another day got to get to that beautiful job that the lord blessed me with good night!
ok yall heres a lil taste of whats on my mind.......
im feeling like the world i live in is such a fairy tales.....oen minute u can live this perfect life where you feel nothing can stop u or hold u down....then there are the times when u fall so hard on your face that u feel that jesus himself cant bring u back up.....u constantly get stomped on and pushed down...loved ones make u feel as if u are nothing or cant do shit right...and all u wanna do is please them and make them love and support u like u should...its ok that they tear u down on the regular but let the tables turn and then u move into a world of khaos....sometimes i felt like it was just me! i felt like i was the only one that could make myself happy and then i realized...im nothing without another beating heartbeat! i need love and emotion to survive...i thrive on that warm and unconditional love....i love myself and u too...i hope my words and actions will let u no that....but im looking at the bright side...hell things happen for a reason...i feel we were put into each others life for a reason...i no it is something special between us...if it wasnt i dont feel like God would have let us go on this long and deal with the things we deal with on a daily basis....u want me...u got me...i wnt u...do i have all of u....
now im feeling that my life is going into a new direction...i got a better job and im even learning long life lesson...putting others feelings before my own...yeah...i said it...i put u first and i hope u noticed baby...u are my everything and i could spin in eternity forever thinking of our love....ive never been this crazy about anyone....dam...i gotta stop thinking about it before i go all crazy and flowing of waterfalls from my deep brown eyes.......
ohhhh u got me so good im running around in circles......im lost in a paramount of colors....is this real...if its not please wake me up so i dont build up my hopes and anticipation on something thatll never be true.....im tired lol so ill have to finish this another day got to get to that beautiful job that the lord blessed me with good night!
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